I just wish I had the courage to pop some fucking pills and never wake uo again. I cant deal with this anymore.

50% of me wants to be the type of girl who does yoga at night, and drinks green tea, and reads books, and wears cute pyjamas, and stays at home; while the other 50% of me wants to wear my sexiest outfit and go out doing lines of cocaine off strippers racks while dancing to dirty music until I black out. 

(Source: acid-in-wonderland, via joeysugg)

I should listen when people say the guidance counselors suck because I went to mine today and she is a wide set fucking cunt like gOODBYE